Gratitude...

Overnight the world changed. Almost without warning. I'm very much a social creature. Born a Gemini, we thrive on humanity. As a professional dominatrix I built my craft on face to face interaction with those who wish to explore kink in real life. Poooof! Social distancing has kicked the lifeforce of my practices craft to the curb so to speak. Yikes! Life just got scary. I know Im not alone. A recent blog post, I shared how crisis brings out the worst in people, experienced firsthand. I truly believe in the law of karma, I'll keep it at that. What happened from there though took me by surprise. Good people started popping up and the outpouring of good from many unexpected people began to bless me in ways that I couldnt even imagine. My business relies heavily upon discretion so I not going to mention names but you know who you are. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. The gifts of money, the dropshipped huge package of toilet paper, the care package of paper products, soap and gloves, the materials to diy face masks, the gift cards for take out, supporting my new onlyfans endeavor by signing up and spending cash on the site, my girlfriend who came and stayed with me the first round of social distancing, the few regulars who have come thru, putting up with my ocd sterilization process I put everyone thru when they come over, the client who gifted me a vehicle, an old boss who paid the lights, my housekeeper who keeps cleaning but for half his usual wages, my ex husband has even been kinder than any ex spouse is required to be, the boy toy who still understands a girl still has NEEDS and delivers🤪. Clients and personal friends who would normally have sessions during this time have sent deposits for future sessions... I WANT TO SAY THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, THE LAST COUPLE WEEKS. ITS BEEN A ROLLERCOASTER OF EMOTIONS, THE UNCERTAINTY OF EACH DAY I WONT LIE, IT'S STRESSFUL BUT I CANNOT SAY IM ALL ALONE, THOUGH IT FEELS LIKE IT AT TIMES. BUT HUMANITY STILL EXISTS AND TO THOSE THAT HAVE SUPPORTED ME IN THIS TIME OF CRISIS, I THANK YOU.

OMG... April 30th is a loooooong time to be alone

2nd day of "further social distancing"... this isnt very fun! I'm healthy though. I got a couple rolls of toilet paper and a huge box of "lucky charms"... hmmm smoke weed eat lucky charms find something on netflix, and curl up on the couch! Fuck I hope this isnt how I spend the next 30 days of life. Or worst case the last days of my life?! No, I dont have the virus... but the way the news is going... we all are gonna get it... and it ain't gonna be pretty. I saw a snippet of news yesterday and it showed how people that die from this, they die alone because they are too contagious for loved ones to be with them in the end. That's pretty brutal. Anyone else feel like crawling in a hole... smoking weed... eat lucky charms... and hope the virus passes over them while we stay in the hole watching and waiting for the coast to be clear? Maybe we should pay attn to those who warn us "chicken little the sky is falling"... ugh it's only April 1. Some April Fools Day... not so fun! 

There's some good stuff on streaming apps...

Amazon Prime

1. Use Me

2. Remedy

3. Mad Dogs

4. Goliath 

5. The Mistress

Netflix 

1. Bonding 

2. Any standup comedian (lol)

3. Molly's Game

 What are you doing to pass the time? Tell me in the comments below.