Mistress Noir,
How I enjoyed having your company last week. And how I loved your luscious red lips, which did kiss me, and it melted me. Seriously, you are a treasure, a warm person who has worked her way into my heart, even if that is just friends with a professional bedroom relationship.
And my wife...well, she is with me now.
I have to tell you. When we left the house Tuesday to head to the airport, she put on some RED LIPSTICK for me.
WOW!!!!!
She really can surprise me at times. I complimented her over and over again.
Question...how do you want me next time? I am your slut, so there are a variety of ways to use me. And I want you to have fun with me...making me your sex puppet, doing your sexual bidding. We can have me try to fuck someone again (Karen?) and humiliate me for my failure. Or I may get lucky and actually perform and make it really pornographic. Or I can be in your bed and you play with me as you want. Or bring in Miss Fortunes and slut me up in makeup and transformation. Though I enjoyed meeting her, I am afraid she may be a little too hard core for me. Still, I would welcome a more social setting, dinner with both of you? I really did enjoy meeting her as she seemed to be nice to me. A little rough around the edges, but eventually warmed up.
You are a sexual outlet for me. Not in a traditional sense, but you are an expert where there is no female expertise in my home. So whatever we do is more fun than I am getting. I know we have talked about me getting more fun at home. I will work on that my own way, with some of your help and advice of course. But that is one reason I so enjoy my times with you.
Some of the things I love about you...
-I love that you want me to make it work with my wife. I love that about you. Her and I have been married a long time and I get the sense that you wish for me to not get stupid and keep this wonderful thing I have. I get it. And, I will keep it.
-I loved that you kissed me with your luscious lips (and the woman wearing those lips wanted my kisses). Thanks.
-I LOVE playing with you.
-I love that for some reason, you take a liking to me and that I have your interest (for now).
-I love that twice in each of our last two times together, you corrected me and said that I was not that small. Well, I am not that big either, but I do love that you at least give me that.
My cuckolding fantasy...
Well, I have an intense cuckolding fantasy and an even similar size small dick humiliation fantasy. I wrote you lot when I first met you, and much of that was fantasy...just me getting into my role (as in role playing) about how small I was in my wife, and so on. But since then, since you have gotten to know me, we can say that (1) I still want to be the "real man" for my wife. (2) I really do not feel inadequate in her (though I do have feelings of being inadequate around other women, and that does turn me on in a strange way). (3) I do not want to leave her to be the cuckold husband of another woman (though being a cuckold boyfriend of another woman is still a distinct possibility, and that being said, you would be someone I would be interested in, in that regard). (4) I do not want to even attempt to make her cuckold me. Funny, I could be with another woman, even marry another woman and her being with another man would never bother me. In fact I would get turned on by it. But I really do not want to have her prefer another man in her bed over me. So, the cuckolding fantasy cannot be taken to its ultimate outcome as I do not want that between her and me.
Were it not for the more extreme aspects of BDSM world, I fantasize about the idea, and would love the idea of being your Saturday night BDSM party date, as your sissy slut submissive. I would love the idea of being taken to such a party, probably cross dressed, maybe even completely transformed, all the while staying in your protection as you keep me on a tight leash for yourself, making me for display only in the public scene of the party (to my humiliation), and maybe at your discretion, sharing me with Dommes you trust. Perhaps you can take a poll of all the females at he party (Domme and Sub) about how pathetic they think my cock is (scale of 1-10) and whether I should be called (a) sissy, (b) whore, (3) slut, (4) useless dick, or (5) just plain bitch. I know I would really enjoy the humiliation dished on me by other women, especially women dressed and glammed to the max.
Wow.
That is a fantasy of mine.
Well, this has been long. I wanted to say hi and share some more thoughts.
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