"...it is in journey we find our purpose and the path to which we choose..."
...quoted by me, Noir~
I sometimes find myself reflective in the path of life I have chosen. So many people cast judgement before they truly understand that which they judge. I have decided or maybe it is just who I am but LIFE isn't about getting to the end the quickest, nor is it about how much we collect over time, material, emotional, people, experiences etc... blah blah blah...
No....
Life is about the choices we make, the people we meet,the lives we live, and the lives we impact. I personally believe the legacy we leave after we pass, is the goal or the reward. The people I have impacted along the way will sum up a lifetime someday. What will it look like? I don't really know, I suppose. I would hope I am right up there with Steve Jobs or Elvis or hmmmmm how about a female.... thinking thinking Oprah?! Well maybe that is going too far. Thats alot of legacy to manage when you are that level. Referring to Oprah and her ability to influence an entire planet with her things and stuff. Incredible. I make no light fun of any of the mentioned human beings. With power comes great responsibility. Ugh.... now it just feels like work !!! I stick my tongue out and make that face.... RESPONSIBLE?! ICK!!!!
Okay I know its been forever since I have posted about things and stuff. I fell off the earth I say. Damn its hard to stay connected.... earth is round ya know. But really its not that... I have had lots of stuff going on in the MY LIFE CATEGORY so I truly have taken time out to embrace I am a human being with feelings and needs and wants and desires and sensibilities and and and and and .... I think this is a good place to insert a THINGS AND STUFF!!! My favorite go to line for everything is YES I DO THINGS AND STUFF. I do believe there comes a point in the professional world when we sit back and ask is this as good as it gets? I know I did... and I know most of the other professional dommes have asked the same in their lives at some point.
Can I be blunt? Why sure I can .... Its my damn blog right? RIGHT... permission granted girl!!! GO WITH BLUNT. Can daily life overwhelm the quality of life?? I do believe I reached the point of I'M TIRED OF BEING EASY ACCESS TO A BUNCH OF CLUELESS BLOKES AND JOKES WHO DONT KNOW WHAT THEY SEEK BEYOND THE PORN they find to fuel the fire to which they wank off too before they eventually find their way to me with the request to whatever it is that drives a man to seek his Mistress face to face. *********************WHO LIKE THE FANTASY without ANY REGARD TO REALITY. I see the eyebrows lifting.... hmmm what do you mean, Mistress Noir?
Sometimes I think wow how spoiled we are as humans in todays world. We have technology that has changed our whole world and how we do things and stuff daily in big and small ways. With powerful access to the whole entire universe it feels like we have, AKA the INTERNET, could you live without it? Seriously???? Im sadly not able to say I could. My cell phones(2) need to be velcro'd to my hand/body because the minute they are left alone thats when the calls come or messages que don't even get me started with the smart phone I cant live without but hate it as much as I need it. Im not not sure how the dominant fetish providers did this job back in the day before the internet but oh my goodness I am amazed with the sisters who walked this profession before I. Can I get a whhoooop whhhoooop?? Totally!! With all the advancements in information, technology, access, some privileged, but most are just a huge entitlement persona. In general. more and more can feed the fetishes that stir the desires that fill our heads with the ideas to which you come to me to explore, engage, and experience whatever we wish.
I have a bucket of magic wands aka spanking implements so go ahead and pick your fancy. Its what will be used to conjure up fetish fun. Whack whack ... thank you ma'am may I have a another please....
I CAN & DO HAVE THE POWER TO MAKE ALMOST ANY FANTASY YOU WANT COME TO LIFE... I CAN DELIVER AN EXPERIENCE THAT WILL IMPRINT PROFOUND FEELINGS TO ITS MEMORY. I DO HAVE A NETWORK OF PEOPLE WHO WILL ASSIST ME IN A SCENARIO WHERE MORE THAN JUST MISTRESS AND YOU WOULD BE ADVANTAGEOUS TO THE EXPERIENCE. DONT CONFUSE MY ABILITY TO FULFILL YOUR NEEDS AND WANTS WITH SEAMLESS EASE AS WE HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO ALL DAY THAN SIT AND CHIT CHAT OVER THE PHONE, ACCEPT SESSION APPOINTMENTS, GET READY, GO TO PLAY SPACE AND ..... THEN WAIT FOR OUR CONFIRMED APPOINTMENT TO NO SHOW WITHOUT SO MUCH AS A PHONE CALL. I FACTOR COLD FEET APPTS AND I ALLOW FOR THE NEWBIES TO HAVE A CHANCE TO PROVE ME RIGHT OR WRONG BY THEIR ACTIONS. BUT THE ACT OF BLATANT DISRESPECT HAS REACHED ITS CRITICAL LEVELS AND I FIND DAY TO DAY ENJOYMENT IN THE THINGS AND STUFF A CLIENT WANTS FROM ME ARE NOT SO FUCKING FULFILLING THAT I NEED TO SUBJECT MYSELF TO A BUNCH OF NON BENEFICIAL ACTIVITY. DO YOUR PART AND DONT CONTRIBUTE BAD BEHAVIOR TO AN ALREADY HUGE ISSUE,
Here we go Im gonna just get things off my chest. PURGE PURGE PURGE the feelings I have been marinating for a LLOOOOOOOOOOOOONGG time now.
Many many many times its the teeniest of ourselves that leave the greatest impacts or those who come in our lives as we journey along. Vanilla - kinky - stinky - or liberals makes no difference. I can find fascinating in almost all I meet. now.... staying fascinated is sometimes a rough job and I bolt quickly at other times...
I truly see people as gifts. A lesson to be learned, a teacher, a support beam, love, even pain, and heartbreak too. I cant save the world nor can the world save me but I have an idea and I am willing to share.
Kinksters are a fascinating group of interesting people to whom I belong. Yes, pro's can be in the lifestyle too... But I find when its time to be vanilla I want someone to accept - being a bitch 24/7 isn't easy or realistic.
Just a random thought - now off to create the day !!! HAPPY FRIDAY!!! oh yeah !! its friday .......whhoooo hoooo ~
Toodles....
Its so quite in my blog I could here the blogger next door here SNORE!!! I APPRECIATE COMMENTS SO HEY SAY SOMETHING ~ who is fascinating and who fades off dazed and correct.
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